LB: maybe i want to move to a tiny house in the woods somewhere
just me and my books and a dog
two dogs
me: i fantasize about being a hermit all the time
LB: i guess you still need some sort of income
this week sucksss
so depressing
me: it’s not a good one
LB: im looking fwd to the weekend
kind of
me: yeah me too
including the “kind of”
LB: maybe i could make moonshine in the woods
def gonna grow some pot
me: can i come?
i don’t know what i’ll do
i can kind of cook now
i’ll make pancakes
LB: you can pick some berries
i like my little life that ive made up for myself
this this is how ted kazinskys early conversations went?
me: something like this
perhaps a little more violent
i’ve been on the unibomber path for ages now
my friends are convinced i’ll end up like little edie in grey gardens
LB: god willing
me: right?
i said thanks, basically
lots of people i know are feeling weird
i think this is also because mercury went into retrograde
LB: interesting
me: MH: ugh i hate myself today
i hate my bosses
and i hate that i’m still sitting here and can’t find myself proffesionally
i hate my bosses
and i hate that i’m still sitting here and can’t find myself proffesionally
mercury in retrograde
LB: it says gemenis are ruled by mercury
me: oh man i see it!!!
LB: and therefore will complain extra loud
LB: and therefore will complain extra loud
me!!!
me: did you see that thing about geminis who work in publishing?
also and about pre-mr-ing
LB: (If you are a Gemini, for example, who works in publishing, it’s no use calling in for a month of mental health days–you can’t escape!)
yessss
me: you’re screwed
*36 minute break*
i went to [out] deal with some shit
i thought i’ll go there
and when i come back
maybe something interesting will have happened?
and yet nothing
LB: nope
me: not a thing
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7 minutes |
LB: im not doing ANYTHING
me: i can’t
LB: i gotta get out of this office for a little
me: i almost drank a beer out of [my boss’] fridge
when i was there just now
LB: not the worst idea ive ever heard
but then youd just be tired and annoyed
when you got back here
me: yeah
i know
nothing helps
only sleeping
i just want to sleep
LB: yeah idk
me: not to sound like a textbook depressive or anything
LB: my roommate is going out w this guy she met and theyre prob going to sleep together for the first time
which is so exciting
me: maaaaaazel
LB: but i cant even muster some vicarious excitement for her
me: i feel nauseated
all the time
me: i am blogging this conversation
with minor edits
LB: so you want the entire internet to be depressed?
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